Thanks, Pat. I'm going to spend time with my sister for a few days. I know I 
won't have access to email, or anything, but at least while I'm up there, I 
may not be under as much stress. I just can't sleep at night, for some 
reason, and it's not because I stay on the computer all night, either. I'll 
retire about eleven or at midnight, and I just can't sleep.
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Pat Ferguson" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Wednesday, January 09, 2008 5:18 PM
Subject: Re: please pray


> Dear Kim,
>
> I'm praying for you and I know that God will lead you in the right 
> direction.
>
> Just know that you are very loving. We all love you.
>
> Loving you,
> Pat Ferguson
>
>
>
> At 04:29 PM 1/9/2008, you wrote:
>>I'm trying to make a major decision. In a small way, I believe God's 
>>leading me to leave my aunt and go live with my Dad, sister, and nephew. 
>>I'm disenchanted with my aunt and the man who lives with us. Lately, I 
>>can't sleep at night, I'm so restless, I'm feeling emotionally dead 
>>inside. I'm saved. I know this is just a valley and a test of my faith, or 
>>it's some kind of spirit or an attack of the devil. Lately, I've gotten to 
>>where I want to be with my sister more, and usually, I'm making all kinds 
>>of excuses to get out of going home with her. I'm grateful that I'm 
>>actually wanting to be with them now. I seriously believe God's leading me 
>>to go and live with them, but I need prayer action on this. A few people 
>>have told me that I'd get along better if I were with them. At least the 
>>SSI money I get every month would be accessible to me, instead of being 
>>hidden away in some secret account I know nothing about. Of course, my 
>>aunt feels bad that Jenny, my sister didn't stay with us the other night 
>>because my aunt was really hateful with her the other day. I don't blame 
>>her, I wouldn't stay either. I strongly believe God's leading me to leave 
>>my aunt and go to Dad, but I need to know for sure, before I jump into the 
>>black water. I'm so confused, depressed, sleep deprived, stressed, sick 
>>and tired, frustrated, ashamed, panicked, scared to death, aggravated, 
>>angry, headed for a psychotic breakdown, not to mention a nervous 
>>breakdown, restless, disenchanted, discontented, dissatisfied, and 
>>emotionally turned inside out. It's a dark and foreboding valley for me. 
>>I'm praying, but I need prayer support. I've got a few friends praying, 
>>but I need a bigger group of prayer warriors praying for me. Please pray 
>>that God will reveal to me what He'd have me do.
>