In a message dated 03/09/2000 6:10:40 PM Eastern Standard Time, [log in to unmask]
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<< Meenwhile I just take one day at a time one hour at a time as I have done
my
 whole life.
  >>

I don't know any other way you can do it Anee.  Hang in there -- It sounds
like you're really getting whacked around right now.  We'll all hope for the
best for you.