Thanks.

Still not doing much better, I must admit, but trying desperetly with the
last clinging grip possible to hang in there.


Chris.


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----- Original Message -----
From: "John Schwery" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Tuesday, December 16, 2003 7:44 AM
Subject: Re: majorly upset


> Chris, I pray that the Lord will give you the faith to believe in Him and
> His power.  As the Book says:
>
> O that men would praise the Lord for His goodness, and for His works unto
> the children of men.
>
> At 04:18 AM 12/16/03 -0500, you wrote:
> >Folks, I really could use some prayer.  I really don't want to go into a
> >whole lot of detail, because this is just so painful for me to talk
about,
> >but there are two very specific things write now on my mind;
> >
> >Firstly, be praying that God would bring me peace, joy, comfort, whatever
> >you feel him leading you to say, over the situation with me being so
> >distance as far as a relationship with my friend Hope.
> >
> >
> >Secondly:  As most of you all know:  you know what happened to me
Christmas
> >of 2001.  (about me being promised to see and meet jessica for the first
> >time, which ended up not working.)  Truth is:  I still to this day,
almost 4
> >years later, have nightmares, and I don't just mean little nightmares of
> >waking up to find that I wouldn't see her when promised...  O? no no!  I
> >mean re'e'e'e'e'e'el bad nightmares.  We're talking so bad that it is
> >practicly traumatizing.  i can't talk to my parents nor to her parents,
who
> >a corse are my cousin and cousin inlaw...  None of them seem to get it...
> >Quite frankly, I don't know either what draws me so close to her,
especially
> >when she's only 9 and I've never yet metter...  And no...  it isn't that,
> >thank you very much?  And for anyone on this list who accuses me publicly
of
> >it being my OCD, may Vickie bannem at once!  (Half serious, half joking.)
> >has nothing to do with that...
> >
> >Anyway, your prayers on both of these issues, are greatly appreciated.  I
> >really dunno how much good they'll do, at this point, but I'd say it
doesn't
> >hurt to have faith and try...
> >
> >
> >Chris.
>
> John
>
> Genealogy: an account of one's descent from an ancestor
> who did not particularly care to trace his own.   --
> Ambrose Bierce<*>