Praying with you Chris.
Vicki
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From: "Chris Gilland" <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Tuesday, December 16, 2003 2:18 AM
Subject: majorly upset
> Folks, I really could use some prayer. I really don't want to go into a
> whole lot of detail, because this is just so painful for me to talk about,
> but there are two very specific things write now on my mind;
>
> Firstly, be praying that God would bring me peace, joy, comfort, whatever
> you feel him leading you to say, over the situation with me being so
> distance as far as a relationship with my friend Hope.
>
>
> Secondly: As most of you all know: you know what happened to me
Christmas
> of 2001. (about me being promised to see and meet jessica for the first
> time, which ended up not working.) Truth is: I still to this day, almost
4
> years later, have nightmares, and I don't just mean little nightmares of
> waking up to find that I wouldn't see her when promised... O? no no! I
> mean re'e'e'e'e'e'el bad nightmares. We're talking so bad that it is
> practicly traumatizing. i can't talk to my parents nor to her parents,
who
> a corse are my cousin and cousin inlaw... None of them seem to get it...
> Quite frankly, I don't know either what draws me so close to her,
especially
> when she's only 9 and I've never yet metter... And no... it isn't that,
> thank you very much? And for anyone on this list who accuses me publicly
of
> it being my OCD, may Vickie bannem at once! (Half serious, half joking.)
> has nothing to do with that...
>
> Anyway, your prayers on both of these issues, are greatly appreciated. I
> really dunno how much good they'll do, at this point, but I'd say it
doesn't
> hurt to have faith and try...
>
>
> Chris.
>
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