Hi Chris.
I guess there's nothing wrong with huggy people.
It does make some people uncomfortable especially if you are a stranger but
really no harm done unless they perceive you to be a wierdo and run
screamming.
I mean brush your teeth, pick off the bugs and be presentable before you go
doing stuff like that.  hahahah
I knew girls in highschool who were real huggy like that and it was strange
when they would come up and hug me when I couldn't see them coming but since
they were teenaged girls, and I was very much a teenaged boy, I got over it
quickly and began to enjoy it.  hahahahah
Looking back I do hope they were selective with who they did that kind of
stuff with because of the chances of some perv attacking them when they were
caught alone but at the time it suited my emotional/physical needs.
As for your skeptisism, after what you told me of your families behavior
toward you, I can kind of figure where it is coming from.
Sounds like they don't honor you as an adult and people, especially men and
especially disabled folks need honor or validation or whatever you want to
call it.
I think it's got to wear on your soul and that it also opens you up to the
influence of deamonds or the devil.
For instance that anger you felt over the package business.
I really know where you are coming from on that because I have a lot of
anger.
The greek Jimmy evans talks of when talking about translations of passages
in the bible is really neat because I think it has like 4 different types of
anger we are supposed to be conscious of in our relating to others and the
world in general.
I may have to find where he is talking about that and share it here on the
list.
It really speaks to me with my anger issues.

Take Care,

Matt