I want to share something deep on this subject.  I've gone to mental 
health day treatment for around 20 years now.  There were a few times 
when I tried jobs that were short-lived here in Idaho, including times 
when I thought I wanted to "get on with my life".  Now I'm going to a 
place called Affinity, where I had left for Daybreak Mental Wellness 
which I liked much better but eventually closed, so it's back to where 
I don't really want to be.  I tried just having someone work with me 
for a few hours a week, but I found it unsafe for me to stay home so 
much and wasn't following through much with getting a volunteer work.  
So I decided, with tears,  to go back to Affinity.  But my attitude is 
changing some.  Yes, it's possible for me to remain in this kind of 
environment, but that doesn't mean I have to do things that are less 
important than other who seem to be working hard and "really helping 
people".  I've thought of Joseph, the slave in Egypt who ended up in 
prison for something he didn't even do!  Yet it was an important place 
to serve The Lord.  I'm seeing that where I am is a just-as-important 
place to plant seeds and help the other clients-which is a big area of 
interest to me anyway!  Technically a client?  Yes, but what an 
opportunity to serve!

So Lord, if this is where you want me right now, thank you for this privilege!