Oh Rhonda, I'm crying for you too, and praying for both you and your 
dad; and that
Ben will learn to understand what you are going through.

Love and Blessings,

Jackie


At 08:18 PM 2014-04-01, you wrote:

>My Dad has started feeling poorly due to the chemo drugs and 
>radiation treatments. I was sitting outside with Ben this afternoon 
>when I started to cry. He told me about some sort of poster a friend 
>ofhis had posted to facebook; something about worry showing evidence 
>of weak faith, for one couldn't have both. I wanted to scream. I 
>didn't want condemnation for my worry, only someone to care, say 
>they understood I loved my Dad and hated to see him hurting. Ben did 
>say he knew I card about my Dad but that I had to get my emotions 
>under control. Is there no safe place to cry? Sometimes I just need 
>to. I'm glad God seems to understand my tears, and I am not rebuffed 
>or reprimanded for my tears, or worry.
>
>I just feel so very sad sometimes, and so I go away to the other 
>side of the house and cry in private.
>
>Rhonda