oh, mr phil! no need for a german-english dictionary. ever since 
applying the immersion treatment at berlin american high, i have had 
an above average vocabulary

indisputable means not to be argued with or established as fact.

i hope i do not come across cocky. i  fell in love with the english 
language long ago and learning my word or phrase for the day is just 
part of my enjoyment. i love writing as I think of it as making love 
to the language.

i have always read a lot even from being read to and always had an an 
above average vocabulary in either language.

hugs,

Doris

At 02:04 PM 2014/03/02 -0700, you wrote:
>Doris,
>
>When I had surgery on my neck just 5 years ago, I came out of 
>recovery after the 5 and a half hour surgery.  Recovery was about 1 
>hour and then they took me back to my room where Sandy and the rest 
>of my family were waiting.  I truly wondered, before surgery, if 
>this was not my time for going home to Heaven due to the 
>neurological symptoms I was having.  In fact, I did not want to live 
>if I couldn't use my hands again or walk normally.  In short, though 
>I had eye surgery a couple of time that lasted over 5 hours when I 
>was 11 and 12 years of age, this surgery on my neck was far more 
>serious in so many ways and in so many other areas of my body.  In 
>short, I was asleep from the anesthesia for probably close to 7 
>hours.  When I came back to my room and was able to talk to my 
>family, I spent much of my time crying because of what the Lord 
>revealed to me while I was under the anesthesia. First, he clearly 
>revealed to me more plainly than anything I have ever experienced, 
>that our relationship with Him is not a game.  My family just 
>thought I was still sort of mixed up, I'm sure, because I said it 
>out loud, "It's not a game; it's not a game."  Then, too, the Lord 
>revealed to me, that is, He confirmed is power through waves of 
>assurance that I was an intercessor and doing what He had told me to 
>do and to prepare for it 5 years earlier.  The feelings and 
>spiritual depth I experienced were not drug induced; it was 
>closeness to God in a way I truly cannot explain to this day.  The 
>drugs break down the walls we have put up to protect ourselves and 
>our feelings and that gives the Lord a perfect opportunity to 
>minister to us in ways we might never experience otherwise.  The 
>drug don't cause this to happen; the Lord just uses it.  In the 25 
>surgical procedures I've had in my life, they have resulted in some 
>amazing spiritual experiences.  This is what the renewal of the mind 
>prayer is like, too.  It is indisputable.  I don't know, you might 
>have to look up "indisputable" in your German to English dictionary, haha.
>
>
>Phil.
>Living His Name
>WWW.SafePlaceFellowship.COM
>
>
>
>
>----- Original Message ----- From: "Doris and Chris" <[log in to unmask]>
>To: <[log in to unmask]>
>Sent: Saturday, March 01, 2014 10:32 PM
>Subject: Re: Afraid of death
>
>
>>Dear Mr. Phil,
>>
>>at the moment, your hunches or whatever the Lord imprints in your 
>>mind are certainly touching my life and speaking to my middle. I 
>>know that as a saved and committed Christian, I should not be 
>>afraid of death but sometimes I am. and have not been able to shun 
>>away that fear. so praying with you or one of my prayer buddies 
>>like old Brad here would be most welcome.
>>
>>I had someof the most direct spiritual experiences during my recent 
>>hospital stay. Chris thinks it is in part due to too much oxygen
>
>
>and
>>if I did oxygen on the highest of 3 level, i had indeed some very 
>>vivid dreams. One of those was that the lord repeated over and over 
>>in my mind that service is just about that, serving gds people and 
>>not about some certain ministry or church building. I felt I needed 
>>to imprint this on chris;s  mind also.he has given up so much for 
>>me and has been admonished for not attending church, especially by his family.
>>
>>there is more stuff but these are the most vivid memories, too much 
>>oxygen or not. *g* looking forward to praying with you, maria, 
>>brad, papito. please pray i can persuade papito to return to this 
>>list. i know he would really love it.