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Dear Shelley,
I'm praying for you that there will be no discomfort during the MRI and
that they find out what is wrong. Many lovings and squeezings for you.
God Bless you.
Lovingly,
Pat Ferguson
At 11:34 PM 12/13/03 -0800, you wrote:
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>Not much to say. the altrasound which went fairly well not counting the =
>pain I had at certain points did not show anything abnormal at least =
>that they could see. They said that they could not see manything well on =
>the right side not even my ovary which is wierd because that's where =
>most of my apin has been. So now I get to have an MRI on Tuesday at =
>12:45. What's up with me always having appointments at 45 after the =
>hour? I'm neveous because I do not do small spaces well and since I'm =
>taking the bus I can not given anything to calm me beforehand or during. =
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>Today I'm not doing well. I can't eat. I've prepared several things but =
>I keep gagging on it. I'm hungry darn it! I can keep down water at =
>least.=20
>Ok, I've been debating whether or not I wanted to write about this, but =
>u guys seem pretty understanding, and I suppose if I get any rude email =
>I can change my address or leave the list or whatever.=20
>As a young child and teen if I was in a situation where I felt =
>threatened or scared (like during child abuse or some of the scarrier =
>medical proceedures that were done) I'd space out. It's like I could =
>shut my brain down. I have memory blocks in those places. No I do not =
>have another personality that takes over I just sort of leave.=20
>So I spent 2 years in therapy learning to deal with my post traumatic =
>stress disorder symptoms. And I'd gone 4 years without spacing. Until =
>yesterday when they told me they wanted to do the MRI. It was an =
>unplanned unpayed vecation out of Shelly's messed up brain. This feels =
>like a huge setback!=20
>prayers appreciated.=20
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>Not much to say. the altrasound which = went fairly=20 well not counting
>the pain I had at certain points did not show anything = abnormal at least
>that they could see. They said that they could not see = manything well on
>the right side not even my ovary which is wierd = because that's=20 where
>most of my apin has been. So now I get to have an MRI on Tuesday = at
>12:45.=20 What's up with me always having appointments at 45 after the
>hour? I'm = neveous=20 because I do not do small spaces well and since I'm
>taking the bus I can = not=20 given anything to calm me beforehand or during.
>Today I'm not doing well. I can't eat. = I've=20 prepared several things
>but I keep gagging on it. I'm hungry darn it! I = can keep=20 down water
>at least.
>Ok, I've been debating whether or not I = wanted to=20 write about this,
>but u guys seem pretty understanding, and I suppose if = I get=20 any rude
>email I can change my address or leave the list or whatever.=20
>As a young child and teen if I was in a = situation=20 where I felt
>threatened or scared (like during child abuse or some of = the=20 scarrier
>medical proceedures that were done) I'd space out. It's like I = could=20
>shut my brain down. I have memory blocks in those places. No I do not =
>have=20 another personality that takes over I just sort of leave.
>So I spent 2 years in therapy learning = to deal with=20 my post traumatic
>stress disorder symptoms. And I'd gone 4 years = without=20 spacing. Until
>yesterday when they told me they wanted to do the = MRI. It=20 was an
>unplanned unpayed vecation out of Shelly's messed up brain. This =
>feels=20 like a huge setback!
>prayers appreciated.
>
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