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Hey all, i'm waiting for my ride to take me to get to get the MRI done. Yes,
i found a ride someone from church overheard me talking to someone else and
offered to drive me so that I could b given something to relax me. So they
will b using something called zanax or some such z word. And if that doesn't
work they will put me all the way out. I've been playing a worship CD my
friend made and it has been helping but I'm starting to feel afraid again I
sure wish I had better controll over my thoughts on this.
Thanks for praying
1 hour to go
Shelly
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From: "BD" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Tuesday, December 16, 2003 6:15 AM
Subject: Re: health update
> Shelly,
>
> No need to worry about rude emails or having to unsub from the list. Your
> requests ae welcome, and we are your friends here. I'm sorry you had to
> endure all you had as a child and the situation you find yourself in
> currently as well. It is perfectly normal to have such blockages. It is
a
> natural way of protecting us. And looking at that little feature we have
> built within us, how can anyone doubt there isn't a God? Anyway, for those
> events of days gone by, have you sought a counselor to work your way past
> them? For your current MRI situation, some have given you good
> advice here. I've never had one, but they don't last forever and the idea
> of an open one with tunes jamming in the ears sounds like It'd be not too
> bad. Keep us informed of when your MRI is scheduled and we'll keep you in
> prayer for during that too eh.
>
> Brad
>
>
> At 12/13/2003 on Saturday, you wrote:
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> >Not much to say. the altrasound which went fairly well not counting the =
> >pain I had at certain points did not show anything abnormal at least =
> >that they could see. They said that they could not see manything well on
=
> >the right side not even my ovary which is wierd because that's where =
> >most of my apin has been. So now I get to have an MRI on Tuesday at =
> >12:45. What's up with me always having appointments at 45 after the =
> >hour? I'm neveous because I do not do small spaces well and since I'm =
> >taking the bus I can not given anything to calm me beforehand or during.
=
> >
> >Today I'm not doing well. I can't eat. I've prepared several things but =
> >I keep gagging on it. I'm hungry darn it! I can keep down water at =
> >least.=20
> >Ok, I've been debating whether or not I wanted to write about this, but =
> >u guys seem pretty understanding, and I suppose if I get any rude email =
> >I can change my address or leave the list or whatever.=20
> >As a young child and teen if I was in a situation where I felt =
> >threatened or scared (like during child abuse or some of the scarrier =
> >medical proceedures that were done) I'd space out. It's like I could =
> >shut my brain down. I have memory blocks in those places. No I do not =
> >have another personality that takes over I just sort of leave.=20
> >So I spent 2 years in therapy learning to deal with my post traumatic =
> >stress disorder symptoms. And I'd gone 4 years without spacing. Until =
> >yesterday when they told me they wanted to do the MRI. It was an =
> >unplanned unpayed vecation out of Shelly's messed up brain. This feels =
> >like a huge setback!=20
> >prayers appreciated.=20
> >
> >
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> >Not much to say. the altrasound which = went fairly=20 well not counting
> >the pain I had at certain points did not show anything = abnormal at
least
> >that they could see. They said that they could not see = manything well
on
> >the right side not even my ovary which is wierd = because that's=20 where
> >most of my apin has been. So now I get to have an MRI on Tuesday = at
> >12:45.=20 What's up with me always having appointments at 45 after the
> >hour? I'm = neveous=20 because I do not do small spaces well and since
I'm
> >taking the bus I can = not=20 given anything to calm me beforehand or
during.
> >Today I'm not doing well. I can't eat. = I've=20 prepared several things
> >but I keep gagging on it. I'm hungry darn it! I = can keep=20 down water
> >at least.
> >Ok, I've been debating whether or not I = wanted to=20 write about this,
> >but u guys seem pretty understanding, and I suppose if = I get=20 any
rude
> >email I can change my address or leave the list or whatever.=20
> >As a young child and teen if I was in a = situation=20 where I felt
> >threatened or scared (like during child abuse or some of = the=20
scarrier
> >medical proceedures that were done) I'd space out. It's like I = could=20
> >shut my brain down. I have memory blocks in those places. No I do not =
> >have=20 another personality that takes over I just sort of leave.
> >So I spent 2 years in therapy learning = to deal with=20 my post
traumatic
> >stress disorder symptoms. And I'd gone 4 years = without=20 spacing.
Until
> >yesterday when they told me they wanted to do the = MRI. It=20 was an
> >unplanned unpayed vecation out of Shelly's messed up brain. This =
> >feels=20 like a huge setback!
> >prayers appreciated.
> >
> >
> >
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