Hi Kim,
My thoughts and my prayers are surrounding you right now. Keep on praying
and girl you will make it through.
Huggs,
Virgie and Lady Hoshi
----- Original Message -----
From: "Kim Etheridge" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Sunday, November 25, 2007 12:50 PM
Subject: pan attack
> Ugh, I had another panic attack. Satan scum bag thinks he can pull one on
> me. I was in the kitchen, and I opened the freezer, to get some ice to put
> in my tea, and I heard this noise. It sounded like John, the man who lives
> with my aunt and me had either come home and was either teasing me, orit
> sounded like an animal. It was like ninny ninny, or something like that, I
> don't know. I immediately had the feeling that I'd been left behind, so I
> rushed to my room, turned on the TV, to see if there were news on, but
> praise God I didn't find any, because Satan was putting these oh no I've
> been left behind thoughts in my head, so I expected to hear about global
> vanishings, which we know is the rapture. Ugh, it just scared me. When I
> couldn't find anything on the TV or radio, I ran back in here to try to
> call a few people, but a friend of mine that I tried calling didn't
> answer, there wasn't an answer at my Dad's house, and there wasn't an
> answer when I tried to call one of my aunts, and then I tried my former
> fiance, and there was no answer, so I went back into my room again, and
> turned on the radio, and listened to a few minutes of preaching, and I
> thought of a friend of mine that I've been communicating with for awhile,
> so that's when I ran back in here and called her. I was so relieved when
> she answered the phone. I don't ever want to go through anything like this
> again. Do you know what really upsets me? Why do I fear, when it comes to
> this? I'm saved. I feel so ashamed when I cave into fear like this, when
> we both know that if the rapture had occurred, we'd be floating into the
> clouds to meet our Jesus. Good grief, what's wrong with me? I'm such a
> child! I'm saved. I accepted Jesus, He washed my sins away, and I was
> baptized, and I don't doubt my salvation, so why all this panic?
>
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