I have been trying to find every excuse in the book not to confess 
this to the group.

What is THIS? I am very depressed.  I know in my heart of hearts that 
it will pass, however, I am eating too much, smoking more than I was, 
spending money on discs and not even playing them ... I have been 
talking to sis Reeves, and giving her no space.  I am restless, and 
sad.  I feel empty and without direction.  I feel so alone and 
forgotten! Please help me with your prayers.  I could really use them now!!

There is one spot of light on the horizon.  I do not feel like taking 
my own life.  I listen to Christian radio 24-7.

Just pray for me, that, if there is some kind of lesson at the end of 
this road, that OUR PRECIOUS LORD help me to find it.  Thank you.


IN HIS MATCHLESS NAME,

Mari