Sure Kim,

We can work something out.  I remember we prayed together once before but I
have been thinking about setting up a phone conferencing line, or perhaps
audio studies on my website, where people can be taught and prayed with
online or over the phone or can listen to the web audio teachings free of
charge.

Phil.



----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Kim Etheridge" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2007 2:11 PM
Subject: Re: Panic Prayers


> Thanks. Will you be my prayer partner in this? For one, you're more
familiar
> with this than I am, and you're knowledgeable. Plus, I haven't learned to
> hear the voice of the Lord, although I've been His child for 23 years now.
> No one's taught me these things, so I need someone to help me, until I can
> do it on my own.
> ----- Original Message ----- 
> From: "Phil Scovell" <[log in to unmask]>
> To: <[log in to unmask]>
> Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2007 1:02 PM
> Subject: Panic Prayers
>
>
> >I am going to repost my testimony about the turtle experience and where
it
> > led me following this answer to Kim's question so you can compare.
> >
> >
> >
> > Kim asked,
> >
> >     Say, when you pray, like when you had your  headache, how do
> > you hunt for demonic activity? This may be something I can  use,
> > in addition to Christian programming.
> >
> >     Kim, I am using the statement, "Hunting for demonic
> > activity," loosely.  What I really do is a form of prayer I just
> > called Search And Destroy missions or SAD for short.  I mentally
> > and spiritually examine whatever emotion I am faced with at that
> > moment.  If, for example, I feel an emotion that feels like fear
> > or some type of anxiety, I begin to pray and ask the Lord to show
> > me if this fear is associated, or connected, to any other area of
> > my life that hasn't been healed.  The Bible calls this the
> > renewing of the mind.  What I look for is a memory, or perhaps
> > only a fragment of a memory, that doesn't feel right and feels
> > emotionally connected to the presenting emotion such as fear,
> > guilt, or rejection.  It could be something that happened last
> > week, last month or 30 years ago.  It could be, since I am 55
> > years old, something that happened even 55 years ago.
> >
> >     If you recall my testimony about one of our pet turtles,
> > which I posted recently, and how his head was stuck inside his
> > shell, that is a perfect example of how I "hunt for demons," sort
> > of speak.  What I am really doing is hunting for lies I believe
> > but am unaware of its presence in my life.
> >
> >     In the case of the turtle's head being stuck in his shell, it
> > rolled around in my thoughts for days.  Because it kept surfacing
> > in my thoughts, I eventually realized the Holy Spirit must be
> > trying to tell me something or He had something He wished to
> > reveal to me.  I knew this because the thought of that turtle's
> > head caught inside his shell and unable to get free, made me feel
> > a slight sense of being trapped myself.  I couldn't figure out,
> > why something that insignificant, would make me feel that way.
> >
> >     Finally, I stopped what I was doing one day, sat down, and
> > said, "Ok, Lord.  What is it?  Why am I having the feeling of
> > being trapped, or cornered, or unable to free myself?"  I simply
> > focused on the feeling, although, as I said, it was just a slight
> > emotional feeling of being trapped, or tangled, or caught.  I did
> > not initially think this had anything to do with me personally,
> > that is, my feelings about the turtle getting his head caught
> > inside his shell.  I mean, it seemed impossible to me that this
> > situation could have a single thing to do with me but it did.  Not
> > in a way some might think but in an object lesson of inner healing
> > in a manner of speaking.
> >
> >     When I sat down to pray, in my thoughts I just asked the Lord
> > to show me the connection, if any, in my own life relating to the
> > current feelings I had.  I was just thinking all this in my mind
> > and not speaking out loud.  I began to search through my memories
> > as I felt the emotions associated with the situation with the
> > turtle which I was personally feeling.  Every memory I went to
> > that seemed to have the theme of being stuck or caught or trapped
> > held nothing contained in the memory that fit.  In other words, My
> > spirit did not recognize anything that was disturbing in any of
> > the memories that came to mind.  Since I quickly ran out of
> > memories, I said in my thoughts, "Lord?  I'm not seeing anything.
> > The memories I have seen feel ok and non threatening.  Where is
> > the connection, Lord?"
> >
> >     Immediately, I heard the word "Womb" spoken and I instantly
> > saw a birthing room in a hospital.  Although I don't always see
> > Jesus in a memory event as I pray and focus on a memory, this time
> > I did.  It appeared as if I were standing a few feet away from the
> > picture I was seeing in my mind.  I also immediately saw my mom
> > attempting to give birth on a surgical table and I could see
> > myself inside her womb, and upside down, and struggling to get
> > out.  I felt, as I prayed, that is, as I viewed the memory before
> > me in my mind, as if I were tangled up and unable to break free.
> > That feeling instantly confirmed I was actually seeing a memory I
> > never knew I had but it had been filed away by my mind.  Your
> > mind, by the way, never forgets anything but stores every single
> > event of your life in various locations of your brain which the
> > mind itself, by way of emotions, can tap into at any time for any
> > reason.  Also in this memory picture, I saw two figures that I
> > identified as doctors and they were standing on either side of my
> > mom.  Jesus was off to my right as I saw the memory unfold before
> > me, and standing a few feet further away from all that was going
> > on.  In between where Jesus was standing, there was a dark figure
> > standing closer to my mother.  I almost, at the second I saw this
> > dark shape, asked Jesus what, or who, it was but then I suddenly
> > knew.  I knew because the Holy Spirit revealed it to me without
> > speaking a word.  It was the Enemy, a lying spirit, speaking to my
> > mom generally, and to me specifically.  What was the lying spirit
> > saying?  Oh, things like, "You are trapped.  You aren't going to
> > make it.  You are going to die," and many other such lies.  Make
> > no mistake about it.  These were lies being spoken to me, and to
> > my mother, and to anyone else in the room that might have been
> > listening on a spiritual frequency, sort of speak.  At this
> > moment, I looked toward Jesus to see what He might say.  I felt
> > His answer and no words were spoken but His answer was, "You can
> > make it.  I'm here.  I have everything under control.  Just
> > watch."  I did.
> >
> >     I watched then as I slipped right through the birth canal and
> > the illumination of the room seemed to instantly brighten.  I saw
> > a little baby boy being born who was so happy, he said as he came
> > out, "I born!"  I looked over again to where Jesus was standing
> > and he was clapping his hands and saying, "See?  I told you that
> > you could do it."  The rush of emotional joy and happiness I felt
> > at that moment still gives me goose bumps just thinking about it.
> > This entire private prayer session I had lasted perhaps 60
> > seconds, if even that long, and it was over as quickly as it had
> > begun.
> >
> >     So, was I really seeing an actual memory?  It is my opinion,
> > based upon literally thousands of hours praying with others, that
> > I indeed was seeing my own birth.  Spiritually speaking, I was
> > also seeing what Jesus saw.  Is it real?  It is as real as any
> > other memory.  Can babies have memories this far back?  Doctors
> > have done studies on groups of people who do, indeed, possess such
> > early memory events.  In fact, I can prove I had memories as early
> > as two or three months of age which were confirmed by my mother
> > many years ago.  In this case, the Holy Spirit went to the filing
> > cabinet in my brain which holds memories of my birth, pulled out
> > the one Jesus wanted me to see, and displayed it in my mind.
> > Jesus then allowed me to see the memory as He saw it unfold.
> >
> >     Some people, Christian people, think this type of
> > intercessory prayer is self hypnosis, or new age meditation, with
> > a form of mind reprogression employed to create things that never
> > truly happened.  Then you can use your powers of imagination to
> > manipulate a better outcome to a traumatic experience you once had
> > years ago.  Literally, they believe you can change the memory to
> > feel better and to become void of all pain and trauma.  This is
> > untrue, naturally thinking, but people are welcome to believe
> > whatever they wish.
> >
> >     So, what was the purpose of all this?  I knew the situation
> > with the turtle triggered something inside of me but it seemed, on
> > the surface, ridiculous.  I mean, what does a turtle have to do
> > with me?  God used a current event to trigger something that
> > happened to me that occurred over 55 years ago at the moment of my
> > birth.  Why?  I asked him the same thing just last Sunday night as
> > I was praying with a lady on the phone about some things that
> > happened to her when she was 3 and 4 years old.  "Jesus," I said
> > in my thoughts as I waited for this lady to speak, "why did you
> > show me my birth?"  Jesus clearly spoke to me in my spirit,
> > through the Holy Spirit, and said, "I wanted you to see that I was
> > with you when you were born and that I have been with you since
> > the beginning.  I wanted you to see the fear that the Enemy tried
> > to put upon you and to be accessible to him as the Deceiver
> > throughout the rest of your life.  I wanted you to see that you
> > were born happy and that I want your entire life to be happy."
> >
> >     At this point, I could suggest much more that Jesus spoke to
> > me about this particular prayer session I conducted with myself,
> > but what I have said today is hard enough for people to believe so
> > I won't try and confuse the issue any further.
> >
> >     How is this type of prayer conducted?  Stated another way;
> > How does one practice this form of prayer?  First, although this
> > form of prayer can eventually become so automatic, it almost
> > happens without you realizing it at the time, keep in mind that
> > you may need help at first because there are many ways the Enemy
> > attempts to keep us from locating the source of the lie, that is,
> > the memory it is hiding in, and the level of deception the Enemy
> > uses to keep the lie hidden.  Even after learning these basic
> > techniques below, you will still, from time to time, need
> > assistance when unable to locate the original source of pain which
> > has been triggered by a current experience.
> >
> >     Step One.  Focus on the present emotion that is presenting
> > itself to you at the moment.  It might be fear, confusion, anger,
> > hate, panic, guilt, anxiety, shame, condemnation, jealousy, a fear
> > of being trapped, suppressed, held down, or helplessness,
> > embarrassment, death, suicide, a sense of being powerless, or any
> > other emotional dynamic.  Whatever emotional feeling stands out
> > the most at that moment is the one you start praying about.
> >
> > Note.  In my experience described by the turtle trapped in his
> > shell, my presenting emotion was the feeling of helplessness and
> > being trapped.  That's where I focused my prayer.  The turtle was
> > the trigger that found the emotion in my mind that needed the
> > healing.
> >
> >     Step Two.  Ask the Holy Spirit to show you what Jesus wants
> > you to see.  This will generally be memories which will come to
> > mind.  Allow yourself to look inside each memory and search for
> > anything which feels wrong.
> >
> > Note.  In my testimony of being triggered by the situation with
> > the turtle, I found one or two memories that seemed likely to be
> > the problem but I could feel no emotions of fear or helplessness
> > or the feeling of being trapped in either of those memories.
> >
> >     Step Three.  Once you have located a memory which seems to
> > have that same emotion, ask the Holy Spirit to show you the lie
> > while focusing on the pain of that memory.
> >
> > Note.  In my case, using my birthing memory as an example, the lie
> > was, "I am trapped.  I'm not going to make it.  I am going to
> > die."  These have to be lies because I did make it, I am alive,
> > and I was not trapped.  Thus, what I heard in my mind, or
> > thoughts, could not have been from God because God never speaks
> > that way.
> >
> >     Step Four.  Once a lie, or lies, has been identified, ask the
> > Holy Spirit, in the name of the true Lord Jesus Christ, to show
> > you His truth.  You will either feel it or sense it in your mind
> > as thoughts coming to you.  You may even, as I do, describe what
> > you feel, or sense, as a spiritual awareness.
> >
> > Note.  Again, using my birthing memory as an example, the truth
> > was, Jesus said, "You can make it.  I was right there all the
> > time."  Then eventually, he rejoiced and said, "See?  I said you
> > could make it."
> >
> >     This whole prayer process is much easier to live than it
> > sounds like but it only happens after a measure of experience or
> > repeated areas of mind renewal have been experienced.  As I said,
> > most people need help the first few times because of all the
> > blockages, pit falls, chuck holes, and dead ends you will
> > encounter.  It isn't the old axiom, practice makes perfect, but
> > the revelation of truth that comes from the voice of the Lord.
> > The automated aspect of this form of prayer is due to the fact you
> > have learned to hear the voice of the Lord Jesus, that is, the
> > Holy Spirit, Who dwells within your spirit, and a strangers voice,
> > that of the Enemy, you reject.  Also, praying with someone else
> > creates the atmosphere of agreement which Jesus referred to in
> > Matthew 18:19 and when that is present, the power of intercessory
> > prayer is spiritually multiplied beyond earthly bounds.  It is
> > easy to become frustrated when trying this at first, so having a
> > prayer partner who is familiar with it all is strongly
> > recommended.
> >
> >     Is there any danger in doing this type of prayer?  Of course
> > not.  There is, however, a great deal of frustration when trying
> > to do it by yourself until you have experienced enough healing
> > that you are living this form of prayer rather than practicing it.
> > I believe that is the true meaning of "Pray without ceasing."  At
> > the same time, remember that the Enemy does not want you to
> > discover his lies or the truth because he knows Jesus said that
> > "You will know the truth and the truth will set you free."
> > Therefore, he is going to do his best to block and hide and
> > conceal the lie that is causing the pain.
> >
> >     Finally, keep in mind, the way the Enemy speaks to us is
> > strictly through our emotions, by placing his feelings upon our
> > feelings, and placing his thoughts upon our thoughts.  He has no
> > other way of communicating with us.  God speaks the exact same way
> > to us as His children.  However, the Lord God can also speak to us
> > through our spirit and that is where the Holy Spirit dwells.
> >
> >     If you have any questions, let me know.
> >
> >
> > The Curse That Works Is The One We Believe
> > WWW.SafePlaceFellowship.com
> >
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