Hi e-church family. It's not often that I write in seriousness to 
you, and suddenly, I feel humbled and about to cry.

As all of you know, I had a tooth extraction last Tuesday at 
two-fifteen in the afternoon. However, I was taking Vikadin, I would 
say, taking into account this last week, I have been using it for 
about three weeks or more. It was not recreational use.

Yesterday, due to the lack of pain and discomfort, I suspended it's 
usage, because it is PRN in the first place. All is well and good 
where that is concerned, however, let us throw something new into the scenario.

I have been withdrawing from Tegretol, since THE TRUE LORD JESUS THE 
CHRIST healed me of whatever neurological disfunction. This happened 
during a prayer session with Phil.

Now, here is the rub. At this moment, I am suffering racing thoughts, 
tactile and auditory halusinations,  a general feeling of being on 
the edge of Mania. For those who do not know, I have both Bipolar and 
Asperger's syndrome. The two conditions not only closely mimic each 
other, but, in a person such as myself, they react against one another.

I ask you, my family, to stand in prayer with me until I can see my 
psychiatrist on the seventh of March to discuss all that is going on. 
I know that JESUS is THE GRATE PHYSICIAN, and that, with your prayers 
and HE at my side, I will be all right.

I have felt so strange today that I took two MGS. of Clonazipam, just 
to settle my racing thoughts, and the result for some reason is a 
splitting headache.

I am going to rest and talk to sis Reeves some, but, I will continue 
to be the joker you know and, most probably tollerate.

Thank you for reading all of this. I am counting on prayer and its' power.


IN HIS MATCHLESS NAME,



MariJean Mizrahi