Vinnie,
I'm praying now. Maybe the Lord is saying that He wants to shine through
cracked pots. (smile). I know it doesn't feel good to perform poorly. I
blanked out on a piece that sort of twists your fingers around in complex
ways. My piano teacher made the comment that it's hard to start again. If
I remember right, it was during a concert I put on before I went off to a
boarding school for the last two years of high school. but be comforted;
the day will come when you and I will play the most beautiful, perfect music
forever!
Sharon