Oh, boy. Here we go again. You won't believe what happened this morning. It 
was worse than what happened that day in the bathtub. My evil giant came 
back. In other words, I was in my room, trying to make a drama tape, unaware 
that Ronda was asleep in the other room, since Shirley told me Ronda was 
going to look at some yard sales. Anyway, I'm in there, and all of a sudden, 
I get this feeling that someone incredibly huge is standing by my bed. I 
reached over, but didn't feel anyone or anything. Oh, it just scared me to 
death. Anyway, I knew I'd better do something quick, so I ran to my TV and 
turned on TBN for awhile. I finally felt better, although I drifted off 
during Breakthrough. If you've never heard of Breakthrough, it's one of 
TBN's programs. It's Pastor Rod Parsley, I believe, or I may have gotten his 
name wrong. Anyway, before Breakthrough came on, I was listening to this guy 
talking about the rose red city of Petra. Do you remember that verse in 
Revelation that talks about a woman who is with child, and the dragon's 
trying to snatch away her child? The dragon is antichrist. Anyway, the verse 
says he tries to trap the woman with a flood, but the earth helps the woman. 
The flood is antichrist's army. When they start chasing God's elect, or the 
tribulation saints, the earth swallows them. Anyway, though, do pray that 
I'll never have an attack like that again. I don't believe it was just a 
panic attack. I could have sworn the room was going to cave in and swallow 
me. I believe it was a demon attack. A pastor friend of mine says it's a 
lying spirit. Before turning on TBN, I just tried praying, and saying things 
like, "Get away from me, in the matchless name of Jesus!", or, "Lying 
spirit, get out, in Jesus name!" Anyway, I didn't feel better till after I 
listened to TBN for awhile. It just goes to show that neither Satan nor his 
demons like to hear the Word preached. I knew I'd be all right, eventually. 
When I was praying and telling the lying spirit to leave me alone, I could 
have sworn I heard a still, small voice say, "Kim, listen to TBN." Anyway, 
I'm okay, now. However, do pray for me, please. I don't want it to happen 
again. I had a small feeling that it was a faith test, but I can't be sure. 
I can't be sure, though. God can even use things like this for the good in 
the end. Maybe He wanted me to learn something on TBN, or Satan was just 
trying to see how far he could push me. Anyway, though, sorry, if I'm being 
too long winded.