Pat, you don't need to apologize for sharing how you feel. It is okay to let
your feelings out. Someone at our Bible study just figured out that what
they need to do is just let it all out before the Lord. Maybe that's what
you should do. Just go to God in prayer and just let it all hang out with
him. He won't be embarrassed or offended.

Cecily

-----Original Message-----
From: The Electronic Church [mailto:[log in to unmask]] On
Behalf Of Pat Ferguson
Sent: Monday, February 11, 2008 4:38 PM
To: [log in to unmask]
Subject: An Apology, and A Prayer request

Hi Everyone,

First of all, I want to apologize for putting my stuff about my 
anxiety and depression in a reply to Phil's message. I should not 
have done that, and I am sorry I did that. Please forgive me. That 
was very selfish of me to do that.

Now, here is my prayer request.

I've been having more anxiety lately, and some depression, and I was 
going to increase the Zoloft before Christmas, with my P.A.'s 
permission, but I didn't do it. Now, I have to do it! I'm so scared!

It's all I think about. Cancer! Cancer! and more Cancer! I'm so scared!

I am not worried about me, and I don't have cancer, but I'm afraide 
of Vernon getting it again.

I get so scared for other people when I hear they have cancer. I cry 
when others cry, and I cry when I read email about other people's 
depression or health problems.

Lovingly,
Pat Ferguson