Dear Kim,

Loving one, I'm praying for you.

There is nothing wrong with being young at heart.

You are precious and sweet and made out of love, full of love, and so 
very loving! <squeeze>

If you want to hear someone be silly, just call me and I'll show you 
how silly I can get. lol.

I'm praying for you, Sweetie.

Loving you bunches,
Pat Ferguson way behind in email




At 01:53 PM 9/10/2007, you wrote:
>I'll be so glad when I get to Heaven. At least we'll all be perfect 
>when we get there, and my vendictive and judgmental aunt can't find 
>fault with me any more. Honestly, I'm about to just ask someone to 
>find me either a group home, or something else. All I hear is grow 
>up, grow up, grow up, you're 34 years old, you need to act grown up. 
>What's the harm in being young at heart? Does the Word not in fact 
>say that unless you receive the kingdom of Heaven as a little child, 
>you will in no wise enter? I may have it wrong. I pray I didn't 
>misphrase it. The last thing I want is to misquote a Bible verse. I 
>mean, I know I'm 34 years old, but what's wrong with being young at 
>heart, and sometimes acting younger? She had the nerve to tell me I 
>acted like a child with no manners. That hurt me, although I didn't 
>bow the knee to her or cry. I just don't want to live with her any 
>more. I flat out told her to shut up yesterday, when she started 
>with me. I just lost it. She was ranting and raving, and I just 
>walked away. Of course, she yelled all the louder. She's 54 years 
>old, and still hasn't mastered the ability to speak calmly while 
>trying to make a point. I'm starting to be sorry I ever moved in 
>with her. I love her, and God, it kills me to say it, but I'm 
>pouring out my heart here. Oh, I can't wait till Jesus comes and 
>gets us. Even if she's not left behind, He'll likely give her an 
>earful about judging me. I've lived with her nonsense for eleven 
>years, and she's had that long to learn to love me in spite of my 
>flaws, but it's impossible for her. Please pray.