Thanks, Pat. I feel better already. I love you too, in Jesus. Oh, I'll be so 
glad when I hear His shout and that trumpet, even if it scares me into 
oblivion. Still, it won't bother me, because I'll know what it means. I 
can't wait till we who are still alive when He calls for us meet Him in the 
air. However, till He actually calls us home, though, do pray, not only for 
my situation, but that He'll use me to His glory. I've surrendered all to 
Him and am going to let Him have His way with me, because whatever He does 
will only bring forth great things.
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Pat Ferguson" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Wednesday, September 12, 2007 3:54 PM
Subject: Re: please pray


> Dear Kim,
>
> Loving one, I'm praying for you.
>
> There is nothing wrong with being young at heart.
>
> You are precious and sweet and made out of love, full of love, and so very 
> loving! <squeeze>
>
> If you want to hear someone be silly, just call me and I'll show you how 
> silly I can get. lol.
>
> I'm praying for you, Sweetie.
>
> Loving you bunches,
> Pat Ferguson way behind in email
>
>
>
>
> At 01:53 PM 9/10/2007, you wrote:
>>I'll be so glad when I get to Heaven. At least we'll all be perfect when 
>>we get there, and my vendictive and judgmental aunt can't find fault with 
>>me any more. Honestly, I'm about to just ask someone to find me either a 
>>group home, or something else. All I hear is grow up, grow up, grow up, 
>>you're 34 years old, you need to act grown up. What's the harm in being 
>>young at heart? Does the Word not in fact say that unless you receive the 
>>kingdom of Heaven as a little child, you will in no wise enter? I may have 
>>it wrong. I pray I didn't misphrase it. The last thing I want is to 
>>misquote a Bible verse. I mean, I know I'm 34 years old, but what's wrong 
>>with being young at heart, and sometimes acting younger? She had the nerve 
>>to tell me I acted like a child with no manners. That hurt me, although I 
>>didn't bow the knee to her or cry. I just don't want to live with her any 
>>more. I flat out told her to shut up yesterday, when she started with me. 
>>I just lost it. She was ranting and raving, and I just walked away. Of 
>>course, she yelled all the louder. She's 54 years old, and still hasn't 
>>mastered the ability to speak calmly while trying to make a point. I'm 
>>starting to be sorry I ever moved in with her. I love her, and God, it 
>>kills me to say it, but I'm pouring out my heart here. Oh, I can't wait 
>>till Jesus comes and gets us. Even if she's not left behind, He'll likely 
>>give her an earful about judging me. I've lived with her nonsense for 
>>eleven years, and she's had that long to learn to love me in spite of my 
>>flaws, but it's impossible for her. Please pray.