Rhonda,

You have a friend in David.  Read below.  Maybe it is time to rest, that is,
take a breather and not push so hard?  David knows how you feel according to
Psalms 55.

1  <<For the Chief Musician; on stringed instruments. Maschil of David.>>
Give ear to my prayer, O God; And hide not thyself from my supplication.
2  Attend unto me, and answer me: I am restless in my complaint, and moan,
3  Because of the voice of the enemy, Because of the oppression of the
wicked; For they cast iniquity upon me, And in anger they persecute me.
4  My heart is sore pained within me: And the terrors of death are fallen
upon me.
5  Fearfulness and trembling are come upon me, And horror hath overwhelmed
me.
6  And I said, Oh that I had wings like a dove! Then would I fly away, and
be at rest.