Doris,

It sounds like what you described is what I believe as well.  When I pray, I
can see Jesus, now, spiritually speaking, as father because He fulfills that
role in my life as such.  Plus, I see him as God and God the Father but
explaining the differences is impossible for me to do.  I know what Jesus
has shown me in prayer times concerning His identity as it relates to me,
and my theology confirms in my way of thinking that Jesus is God and God the
Father, as well as the Creator God, and even, for that matter, God The Holy
Spirit.  But I surely couldn't explain it any better than you did in your
message.

Phil.