I sure shootin' did.  I feel just wonderful.

IN GOD'S LOVING ARMS,

purple Mari



At 06:14 AM 4/25/2007, you wrote:
>Dear Mari,
>
>I am so glad to hear of your prayer session and that you woke 
>feeling refreshed.
>
>P
>
>--
>Carol - Reading, UK
>
>To you, o Lord, I lift up my soul;
>In You I trust, o my God.  . . .."  PS25:1-2 NIV.raying also for Reeva!
>
>
>
>----- Original Message ----- From: "Reeva Parry" <[log in to unmask]>
>To: <[log in to unmask]>
>Sent: Wednesday, April 25, 2007 11:52 AM
>Subject: Re: my prayer session
>
>
>>Hi Carol and Family,
>>
>>Yesterday, Tuesday, Phil and I had another prayer session. Lots of 
>>lying spirits came out. One made me shiver, and my whole body got 
>>cold. But here's the good news. I learned a lot about grief and how 
>>to give it all to Daddy Jesus.
>>
>>Although I woke up extremely early, I feel refreshed and renewed. 
>>This day literally feels like any other. I FEEL GREAT!! Talk about 
>>renewing of the mind!!
>>
>>Phil and I will be having another prayer session this noon, just to 
>>make sure that there is nothing else hiding in my mind to further 
>>impede my progress.
>>
>>I ask for all of your prayers, both of thanksgiving for what OUR 
>>MOST GRACIOUS GOD has done for me, and for Reeva, who is in 
>>excruciating pain and has not slept for most of the night. She is 
>>really hurting, guys! She really, really, really needs all prayer 
>>warriors to stand against her pain and pray that she gets relief from it.
>>
>>Thank you ever so much for being here and holding us up when we 
>>need support the most.
>>
>>
>>IN GOD'S LOVING ARMS,
>>
>>Purple Mari, very purple this morning, and for Reeva, who will be 
>>receiving the Power of your prayers.
>>
>>"I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me" (Phil. 4:13.)
>>
>>On Monday 4/23/2007 06:26 AM, Carol Pearson said:
>>
>>>Mari,
>>>
>>>You have my continued prayers.
>>>
>>>Stand on that signature line! - Jesus Himself!
>>>
>>>He will fill you again with joy and peace in believing!
>>>
>>>--
>>>Carol - Reading, UK
>>>
>>>To you, o Lord, I lift up my soul;
>>>In You I trust, o my God.  . . .."  PS25:1-2 NIV.
>>>----- Original Message ----- From: "MariJean" <[log in to unmask]>
>>>To: <[log in to unmask]>
>>>Sent: Monday, April 23, 2007 1:46 PM
>>>Subject: my prayer session
>>>
>>>
>>>>On Saturday night, Jesus took me back to my rage, which, by the 
>>>>way gave birth to one of my helpers when I was yet a child.  I 
>>>>carried this rage for at least 50 years.  It was so familiar that 
>>>>I integrated it into part, (the largest portion) of my personal identity.
>>>>
>>>>I had to go back and feel it again, the murderous, destructive, 
>>>>powerful rage, mostly directed against my brother who was the 2nd 
>>>>of my sexual perpetators from the time I was 12 until I was 16 years old.
>>>>
>>>>But, it was not just the molestations, but it was the fact that, 
>>>>along with taking my body whenever he desired it, it was also the 
>>>>fact that he drew it and sharred these drawnings with his school 
>>>>mates.  I only knew this when I overheard a conversation between 
>>>>my brother and his best friend as they talked and laughed about the drawings.
>>>>
>>>>My brother was a gifted young artist, and, his renderings of my 
>>>>nude body and, of course, my sexual organs must have been pretty good.
>>>>
>>>>As I returned to the place where this rage, both against my 
>>>>father and my brother, a wave of nausea swept over me and, I 
>>>>wasn't sure if I would cry, or vomit.  It turned out that I was 
>>>>suffering from abreaction, which Phil had seen many times before.
>>>>
>>>>In the long and the short of it, I ended up giving up the 
>>>>murderous rage and, later only discovered that I also carried 
>>>>guilt because, as a twelve-year-old girl, growing into a woman, 
>>>>not only did my body enjoy the first few encounters, I had given 
>>>>him permission for these first encounters.  Later, when the 
>>>>enjoyment wore off, he had to use threats and intimidation to 
>>>>continue this sickening behavior.
>>>>
>>>>Now, to where I am now.  This rage formed a goodly part of my own 
>>>>personal identity and, when I gave it to THE LORD, now, I feel as 
>>>>if I have lost a huge chunk of myself and I feel empty and sorrowful.
>>>>
>>>>Jesus showed me how he viewed me, though I still believed myself 
>>>>to be a twenty-cent whore.
>>>>
>>>>There is also the further complication of the aniversary of my 
>>>>parents death which is on the twenty-fifth of this month.
>>>>
>>>>Please, my loving family, please pray for me.  I feel in deep 
>>>>grief at present.  I know that THE LORD JESUS THE CHRIST is with 
>>>>me because he promised this, but pray, pray, pray for me during 
>>>>this deep grief.  I know that I will be a much happier person, 
>>>>free of the weight of the guilt and the rage when all is said and 
>>>>done, but I need your support.
>>>>
>>>>I am sorry if this subject has offended some, but writing at 
>>>>least some of it is very, very important.  I need to shed light 
>>>>on this all-too-long darkened and self-destructive part of my 
>>>>life and my personage.
>>>>
>>>>Thank you for reading this.
>>>>
>>>>LOVE IN CHRIST THE RADIANT AND GLORIOUS KING,
>>>>
>>>>Mari