Hi Mari,
I am glad you went to church and happy that sleep came to you.  Our Lord 
does provide what we need even when we don't always know what that is.
Love in Christ,
Virgie and Hoshi
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "MariJean" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Monday, April 16, 2007 9:28 AM
Subject: Re: I am feeling tired and sad


> Hi Virgie,
>
> Ya, the night before last was a doozy, but yesterday at church, I got 
> everything I hadn't needed the night before.  I was able to nap in the 
> afternoon and also last night, I got some good quality sleep.  Glad you 
> were sleeping the night before.
>
> LOVE IN HIM,
>
> purple Mari drinking her Java
>
>
>
> At 06:46 AM 4/15/2007, you wrote:
>>Hi Mari,
>>I have had many rough nights and they are scary and they exhaust you.  I 
>>was sleeping and I am sorry I was not awake to talk to you when you needed 
>>to talk.  You asked what I do on nights like that?  I read my Bible, I 
>>pray, and I get on the computer, and sometimes I pace the floor.  I do 
>>continue to pray at times like this and that does help but there are times 
>>when nothing seems to help.  I know that we are never alone and no matter 
>>how it feels to us our Lord Jesus is with us and He will never leave us. 
>>I hope you were able to sleep some at least.
>>Huggs and prayers coming your way.
>>Virgie and Hoshi
>>----- Original Message ----- From: "MariJean" <[log in to unmask]>
>>To: <[log in to unmask]>
>>Sent: Sunday, April 15, 2007 7:05 AM
>>Subject: I am feeling tired and sad
>>
>>
>>>Is there anyone awake out here? I need someone to talk to.
>>>
>>>I feel so distant from THE LORD that my prayers don't even leave me.  I 
>>>feel like I am in the desert, alone, lost, very lost.  My mind is 
>>>bombarded with shadows, slippery little lizzards that wiggle across the 
>>>surface of my thoughts, only to slide back into their holes.  I feel 
>>>abandoned, tired, wretched, as if I don't count.
>>>
>>>I have a man who I am growing to deeply care for and I doubt whether he 
>>>feels the same.  I want everything to work out NOW NOW NOW!
>>>
>>>Virgie, if you get this, write me back and tell me what you do during 
>>>periods like this.  I need ANSWERS!!!!!!!!!!
>>>
>>>LOVE IN HIM,
>>>
>>>purple Mari, I suppose