Hi Mari,
I have had many rough nights and they are scary and they exhaust you.  I was 
sleeping and I am sorry I was not awake to talk to you when you needed to 
talk.  You asked what I do on nights like that?  I read my Bible, I pray, 
and I get on the computer, and sometimes I pace the floor.  I do continue to 
pray at times like this and that does help but there are times when nothing 
seems to help.  I know that we are never alone and no matter how it feels to 
us our Lord Jesus is with us and He will never leave us.  I hope you were 
able to sleep some at least.
Huggs and prayers coming your way.
Virgie and Hoshi
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "MariJean" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Sunday, April 15, 2007 7:05 AM
Subject: I am feeling tired and sad


> Is there anyone awake out here? I need someone to talk to.
>
> I feel so distant from THE LORD that my prayers don't even leave me.  I 
> feel like I am in the desert, alone, lost, very lost.  My mind is 
> bombarded with shadows, slippery little lizzards that wiggle across the 
> surface of my thoughts, only to slide back into their holes.  I feel 
> abandoned, tired, wretched, as if I don't count.
>
> I have a man who I am growing to deeply care for and I doubt whether he 
> feels the same.  I want everything to work out NOW NOW NOW!
>
> Virgie, if you get this, write me back and tell me what you do during 
> periods like this.  I need ANSWERS!!!!!!!!!!
>
> LOVE IN HIM,
>
> purple Mari, I suppose