I always feel horrible when these kinds of things happen.

I didn't know about this until I saw Carol's message, and then we 
turned on the TV.

I'll continue to pray for you, loving one. You are precious and 
sweet, and made out of love, full of love, and so very loving.

Lovingly,
Pat Ferguson
At 04:20 PM 4/16/2007, you wrote:
>Hi there squeezie Pat,
>
>What a sweety for writing this.
>
>Actually, I am feeling blessed and back in touch with DADDY JESUS 
>again.  I feel loved and I love deeply.
>
>Right now, my heart is heavy because of the shooting in Virginia.  I 
>feel such sorrow for these victims, and, yes, even for the misguided 
>gunman who also was killed, but not before he killed at least thirty others.
>
>LOVE IN JESUS THE CHRIST,
>
>sweekie Mari, praying as I write
>
>
>
>At 08:50 AM 4/16/2007, you wrote:
>>Dear Loving Mari,
>>
>>Oh, Loving, I'm so sorry you are feeling down. I'm praying for you 
>>as I write this.
>>
>>I will continue to pray for you.
>>
>>You are very sweet and loving. Please don't forget that. I know 
>>what it feels like to feel alone like you are feeling. Oh, it hurts 
>>me to see anyone feeling so sad and depressed.
>>
>>Remember that Jesus loves you, and He really does listen to your prayers.
>>
>>I'm sending you many lovings and squeezings.
>>
>>Love you,
>>Pat Ferguson
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>At 06:05 AM 4/15/2007, you wrote:
>>>Is there anyone awake out here? I need someone to talk to.
>>>
>>>I feel so distant from THE LORD that my prayers don't even leave 
>>>me.  I feel like I am in the desert, alone, lost, very lost.  My 
>>>mind is bombarded with shadows, slippery little lizzards that 
>>>wiggle across the surface of my thoughts, only to slide back into 
>>>their holes.  I feel abandoned, tired, wretched, as if I don't count.
>>>
>>>I have a man who I am growing to deeply care for and I doubt 
>>>whether he feels the same.  I want everything to work out NOW NOW NOW!
>>>
>>>Virgie, if you get this, write me back and tell me what you do 
>>>during periods like this.  I need ANSWERS!!!!!!!!!!
>>>
>>>LOVE IN HIM,
>>>
>>>purple Mari, I suppose