Is there anyone awake out here? I need someone to talk to.

I feel so distant from THE LORD that my prayers don't even leave 
me.  I feel like I am in the desert, alone, lost, very lost.  My mind 
is bombarded with shadows, slippery little lizzards that wiggle 
across the surface of my thoughts, only to slide back into their 
holes.  I feel abandoned, tired, wretched, as if I don't count.

I have a man who I am growing to deeply care for and I doubt whether 
he feels the same.  I want everything to work out NOW NOW NOW!

Virgie, if you get this, write me back and tell me what you do during 
periods like this.  I need ANSWERS!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE IN HIM,

purple Mari, I suppose