Dear Mari,

Loving One, I'm praying for you. I know what you are going through. 
I've been there.

I'm sending you many lovings and squeezings.

I'm praying for you.

We all love you, and we all understand what you are going through.

Remember, Sweetie, God also understands, and He knows your heart, and 
your heart is loving.

Lovingly,
Pat Ferguson



At 07:29 AM 4/24/2007, you wrote:
>Hi everyone:
>
>I ended up in bed for most of Tuesday just sleeping and resting.  I 
>did not even prepare dinner, a big no no for a Diabetic.
>
>Finally, I got up at ten in the evening and took my night meds and 
>promptly crashed again for three hours.
>
>I went over to Reeves' and had dinner over there.  Now I am thinking 
>about cooking up some deer meat, having coffee, catching some more 
>zees, or whatever else.
>
>I got my ISP to cut five dollars off my bill because of all the 
>computer confusion around here.  I have been cursing like a trooper 
>and telling folks off! That's what happens when I go through 
>something as deep as this is, I guess.  I wish I could have gotten 
>it all out in one swell foop, but nothing doing.
>
>Please continue to pray for me.  I am an emotional wreck and I feel 
>like I am losing more than I gained.  I am trying to stick close to 
>THE RADIANT CHRIST,     but it just seems so futile sometimes.  Just 
>about everything does.
>
>Yes, I would like cheese and crackers, please.  What a whiner I 
>am.  Please forgive me if you feel like it.  O btw, I identified 
>with the little boy.  I am an ugly duckling, damaged goods, etc.
>
>LOVE IN CHRIST THE RADIANT KING,
>
>Mari