Thank you Carol.  I just might do that if I can get my head around that.

LOVE IN CHRIST THE RADIANT MESSIAH,

purple mari



At 07:13 AM 4/24/2007, you wrote:
>Mari,
>
>Hang on there!  I spent months after God had brought me into one 
>single person absolutely doing virtually nothing.  I couldn't cook 
>often either and everything looked as though I'd lost more than I 
>gained.  That wasn't true! God brought good even through the periods 
>when I felt I wasn't supported by other Christians and that I needed 
>that support so badly.
>
>I'm still working my way uphill.  God is with me though and has had 
>to carry me most of the way!
>
>I'm tired because I've had a lot on today so forgive me if this is 
>as much as I can think about to write for now;  but know that this 
>is not an experience that only "Mari" goes through!  Even more 
>important, know that you don't go it without Him!
>
>Love and prayers and you can write me privately if you wish.
>
>--
>Carol - Reading, UK
>
>To you, o Lord, I lift up my soul;
>In You I trust, o my God.  . . .."  PS25:1-2 NIV.
>----- Original Message ----- From: "MariJean" <[log in to unmask]>
>To: <[log in to unmask]>
>Sent: Tuesday, April 24, 2007 1:29 PM
>Subject: so hard, so hard!
>
>
>>Hi everyone:
>>
>>I ended up in bed for most of Tuesday just sleeping and resting.  I 
>>did not even prepare dinner, a big no no for a Diabetic.
>>
>>Finally, I got up at ten in the evening and took my night meds and 
>>promptly crashed again for three hours.
>>
>>I went over to Reeves' and had dinner over there.  Now I am 
>>thinking about cooking up some deer meat, having coffee, catching 
>>some more zees, or whatever else.
>>
>>I got my ISP to cut five dollars off my bill because of all the 
>>computer confusion around here.  I have been cursing like a trooper 
>>and telling folks off! That's what happens when I go through 
>>something as deep as this is, I guess.  I wish I could have gotten 
>>it all out in one swell foop, but nothing doing.
>>
>>Please continue to pray for me.  I am an emotional wreck and I feel 
>>like I am losing more than I gained.  I am trying to stick close to 
>>THE RADIANT CHRIST, but it just seems so futile sometimes.  Just 
>>about everything does.
>>
>>Yes, I would like cheese and crackers, please.  What a whiner I am. 
>>Please forgive me if you feel like it.  O btw, I identified with 
>>the little boy.  I am an ugly duckling, damaged goods, etc.
>>
>>LOVE IN CHRIST THE RADIANT KING,
>>
>>Mari