Kim, this is Mari.
Hi Kim,
I experienced panic attacks for years in one form or another, but
mine are very different. I long for the day that I can get off the
pharmaceuticals which I still take on a daily basis. Sometimes, I
feel weak in my faith, and that I should be able to just get off
these things, but, The Holy Spirit has not got me going in that
direction yet. So, until He does, I am a walking pharmacy, and I
resent it. I take meds for insomnia, panic attacks, diabetes,
so-called bipolar disorder, high cholesterol, mood stabilizers,
depression, etc, etc, etc. I wish I could just be healed right now so
I wouldn't have to take all these things. Do you get the feeling I
resent them? You bet your boots, I do!
IN HIS MATCHLESS NAME,
Purple Mari and her faithful scribe, Purple Reeva Parry.
On Tuesday 6/19/2007 08:04 AM, Kim Etheridge said:
>Thanks Jennifer and Phil, along with everyone else. I tell you, at
>one moment, I thought I'd hyperventilate or have a heart attack from
>sheer terror. I was almost paralyzed. When I was in my room, I could
>have sworn a quiet, but evil giant was standing by my bed. Ugh! I
>could also have sworn that the same giant, or one bigger, probably
>was standing over me in the bathtub. Bugh! If you think you've had a
>panic attack, don't put the label on it. I pray none of you will
>ever experience this kind of attack. I'm not sure panic attack is
>the right phrase. Demon attack may be more appropriate. Anyway, when
>I was in my room, I got so scared that God lifted me up and guided
>me toward the TV, and I turned it to the Trinity broadcasting
>network, otherwise known as TBN. I'm sure you've heard of it. I
>don't think I did it by myself. I couldn't have, I was so entrenched
>in fear. It could have only been Jesus. Thank God that He allowed my
>aunt to come home shortly after I turned on TBN. Anyway, shortly
>after she got here, I crashed. I'd been unable to sleep the previous
>night, and I'd stayed awake until an hour after she got here. The
>feeling was as strong as evil electricity. I don't want to scare
>anyone, but talking about it makes me feel better, although it also
>gives me chills.
|