lynne,

Even those of us who've been to college have problems with job search.  
Accomodations once we get there are also a problem at tiems.  For example, I 
recently dealt with our agency using a program the state had written, and of 
course, there were no Jaws scripts for it.  All that to say I understand, in 
some ways, your position.

  I'll be prayign for your job search.

As for wanting to get beyond your junk, I suggest you do intercessory prayer 
with Phill or someone else who has that ministry.   Therapy is good at 
pointing out what's wrong, but only God can really set you free.



JulieMelton
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>From: Lyn Latham <[log in to unmask]>
>Reply-To: The Electronic Church <[log in to unmask]>
>To: [log in to unmask]
>Subject: Please agree and touch with me in prayer
>Date: Thu, 25 Jan 2007 13:38:40 -0500
>
>Dear E-church members,
>
>I just wanted to pop in today and ask for prayer and also begin a 
>discussion with any of you who might be going through something similar.  
>As most of you know, I used to work at Verizon Wireless, 5 years in Ohio 
>and 2 years in Florida.  To no avail, i tried to stick in there, but they 
>would change things so that JAWS wouldn't work, and then not just that, but 
>each time I would mention anything to them they didn't hear my voice.  Now 
>I have left since July because of the emotional stress of the high 
>pressured call center. I felt there was nothing else that I could do.  Now 
>I am trying to look for jobs, and Division of Blind Services will not help 
>me.  They made my therapist write a letter to say what kind of work I could 
>do, and because she said no call centers they said they can't help me.  So 
>now, I tried to find jobs and whenever they find out that we are blind they 
>do not want you.  I just don't understand that.  I have been in therapy 
>since around March or May just trying to get  through all of this stuff.  I 
>pray and ask the Lord to help me through, I need deliverance from past 
>junk, and I just can't seem to let go because eah time when I think that i 
>have let go, something comes up to tell me that I'm stil a failure.  I know 
>the devil is a lier and there is no truth in Him, so why do I still insist 
>on carrying this, and why cant' I get anything worthwhile?  I just have a 
>high school education and I know that's a lot of the trouble, but I tried 
>school and I have too much of a learning curve to keep up.  How many have 
>ROP, and have you had these problems like with the learning curve?  Just 
>pray.  I don't want to get on a tangent, but this group should be to lift 
>each other up in the Lord, and that'swhat I need now.  I'm pretty down in 
>the dumps now. If anyone wants to call me and talk, you can reach me at: 
>813-998-2070.  Thanks for listening.        ound last May or April and I am 
>better.  However, I have
>____________________________________________________
>Lyn Latham
>Psalm 30:5 NIRV
>Published author of: "Joy Comes In The Morning"
>available at: www.authorhouse.com/bookstore/bookhome.aspx