Hi everyone:

I ended up in bed for most of Tuesday just sleeping and resting.  I 
did not even prepare dinner, a big no no for a Diabetic.

Finally, I got up at ten in the evening and took my night meds and 
promptly crashed again for three hours.

I went over to Reeves' and had dinner over there.  Now I am thinking 
about cooking up some deer meat, having coffee, catching some more 
zees, or whatever else.

I got my ISP to cut five dollars off my bill because of all the 
computer confusion around here.  I have been cursing like a trooper 
and telling folks off! That's what happens when I go through 
something as deep as this is, I guess.  I wish I could have gotten it 
all out in one swell foop, but nothing doing.

Please continue to pray for me.  I am an emotional wreck and I feel 
like I am losing more than I gained.  I am trying to stick close to 
THE RADIANT CHRIST, 	but it just seems so futile sometimes.  Just 
about everything does.

Yes, I would like cheese and crackers, please.  What a whiner I 
am.  Please forgive me if you feel like it.  O btw, I identified with 
the little boy.  I am an ugly duckling, damaged goods, etc.

LOVE IN CHRIST THE RADIANT KING,

Mari