Hi Mari,
You know old satan is not going to give up without a fight. Our Lord Jesus
is right beside you and He will give you the love and faith and strength to
carry you through this dark time in your life. My prayers continue for you.
Love in Christ,
Virgie and Hoshi
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From: "MariJean" <[log in to unmask]>
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Sent: Tuesday, April 24, 2007 8:29 AM
Subject: so hard, so hard!
> Hi everyone:
>
> I ended up in bed for most of Tuesday just sleeping and resting. I did
> not even prepare dinner, a big no no for a Diabetic.
>
> Finally, I got up at ten in the evening and took my night meds and
> promptly crashed again for three hours.
>
> I went over to Reeves' and had dinner over there. Now I am thinking about
> cooking up some deer meat, having coffee, catching some more zees, or
> whatever else.
>
> I got my ISP to cut five dollars off my bill because of all the computer
> confusion around here. I have been cursing like a trooper and telling
> folks off! That's what happens when I go through something as deep as this
> is, I guess. I wish I could have gotten it all out in one swell foop, but
> nothing doing.
>
> Please continue to pray for me. I am an emotional wreck and I feel like I
> am losing more than I gained. I am trying to stick close to THE RADIANT
> CHRIST, but it just seems so futile sometimes. Just about everything
> does.
>
> Yes, I would like cheese and crackers, please. What a whiner I am.
> Please forgive me if you feel like it. O btw, I identified with the
> little boy. I am an ugly duckling, damaged goods, etc.
>
> LOVE IN CHRIST THE RADIANT KING,
>
> Mari
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