I know that everything you are saying is true.  I also can minister all of 
this to others, but somehow it keeps coming up and coming up and coming up. 
It's poison, and I know that it is.  But, it doesn't hurt less and it 
doesn't help to hear other people's testimonies.  I reach out to God, but I 
still don't feel anything but pain, pain, pain.  I don't know if you called, 
someone did and I didn't recognize the number.  Don't stop calling, because 
I just didn't answer cause sometimes people call and they have a wrong umber 
or something and you never know.  I will keep holding onto God's unchanging 
hand and reaching out to Him.  Eventually, He will hear me.
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Phil Scovell" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Thursday, January 25, 2007 2:02 PM
Subject: Re: Please agree and touch with me in prayer


> Lynn,
>
> One thing you said is,
>
>
> I need deliverance from past junk, and I just can't seem to let go because
> each time when I think that i have let go, something comes up to tell me
> that I'm stil a failure.  I know the devil is a lier and there is no truth
> in Him, so why do I still insist on carrying this, and why cant' I get
> anything worthwhile?
>
> I am glad you have recognize this because now you are exactly at the right
> spot.  such feelings and pain is due to woundedness we have experienced.
> The woundedness is based upon lies of the Enemy concerning our 
> relationship
> and image of the Lord.  These places of woundedness which need to be 
> healed
> is what the Bible calls, the renewing of the mind.  These lies are in 
> prior
> experiences which are contained in memories.  When current things happen
> that are likewise pain, it taps into the lie and out comes the original
> emotional pain associated with a similar event in life.  This is why the
> feeling of failure is so common even among those of us who are born again
> Christians.  These areas that need healing can be reached through prayer.
> It is a one on one type of intercessory prayer using Matthew 18:19 as a
> foundation, that is, if two of you agree on earth as touching anything 
> they
> shall ask, and so on.  My website contains dozens of testimonies of
> personally healings I have experienced as well as many others by other
> people, some whom are on echurch.  I also have a testimony called, When I
> Flew Kites with Jesus which details exactly how a prayer session looks. 
> It
> is on my website but I can also email it to you if that would help.  My
> intercessory prayer ministry I have been doing for the last four years is
> largely done by phone.
>
> Phil.
>
>
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