Jennifer,

Try not to let the anger get the best of you.  If you let it do that, you 
will find that the enemy will try to tear things apart more than you ever 
thought he could.  I know.  We have all been there, especially when we are 
unable to provide our own transportation.  When my X. husband and I moved 
here to Florida to start our own church, I missed what I had in Ohio.  After 
he left me abandonded here and left for Ohio for the last of many times he 
had done so, I  finally began to trust the Lord to do something.  I went to 
a church of God for a while, then I found Mission Outreach.  It wasn't the 
place for me either, but now Triston and I are going back to the Vineyard 
Christian Fellowship church.  We love it there.  But, finding a church is 
almost as hard as finding a doctor, or a job.  Just keep trusting in the 
Lord.  Listen to this.  I like to write acronymns.  This one is FAITH.  F. 
Father A. Always I., intervenes, T. trust H. Him.
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "VIRGIE UNDERWOOD" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Sunday, March 18, 2007 12:57 AM
Subject: Re: finding a church.


> Hi Jenifer,
> I know how you feel.  I need to find a church too and I am not having much 
> luck.  If is hard when you once had a church you really liked only to have 
> things go wrong.  I am praying that you will find a church soon.
> Huggs and blessings,
> Virgie and Hoshi
> ----- Original Message ----- 
> From: "Jenifer Gilley" <[log in to unmask]>
> To: <[log in to unmask]>
> Sent: Sunday, March 18, 2007 12:02 AM
> Subject: finding a church.
>
>
>> Hi all.
>>
>> If you could keep jeremy and i in your prayers?  As we just moved here, 
>> we are looking for a new church.  I was really looking forward to trying 
>> to go to my old one... but the enemy is taring it apart and it still is 
>> too painful for me to talk about.  Whenever i think about going to 
>> another church... I don't know... it hurts.  I miss church, but i feel 
>> like nothing can take the place of what i had.  I can't explain it.  I've 
>> kind of been in a funk lately... a brat towards God... angry for what has 
>> happened.
>>
>> I know we need to go somewhere, but i don't even know where or how to 
>> begin! Sometimes i wish we lived in denver... or that Phil would get his 
>> church online *smile* because I know how much he is like my pastor who 
>> has went home to the Lord.  I'm so angry at the devel for what he has 
>> done in taring apart an awesome church... and how rotten it all is!
>> Jenifer gilley
>> CHRIST came that we may have life everlasting.
>> check out my blog
>> http://claudastar.blogspot.com/
>> AIM: jenibear1998
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