Dear Loving Mari,
Oh, Loving, I'm so sorry you are feeling down. I'm praying for you as
I write this.
I will continue to pray for you.
You are very sweet and loving. Please don't forget that. I know what
it feels like to feel alone like you are feeling. Oh, it hurts me to
see anyone feeling so sad and depressed.
Remember that Jesus loves you, and He really does listen to your prayers.
I'm sending you many lovings and squeezings.
Love you,
Pat Ferguson
At 06:05 AM 4/15/2007, you wrote:
>Is there anyone awake out here? I need someone to talk to.
>
>I feel so distant from THE LORD that my prayers don't even leave
>me. I feel like I am in the desert, alone, lost, very lost. My
>mind is bombarded with shadows, slippery little lizzards that wiggle
>across the surface of my thoughts, only to slide back into their
>holes. I feel abandoned, tired, wretched, as if I don't count.
>
>I have a man who I am growing to deeply care for and I doubt whether
>he feels the same. I want everything to work out NOW NOW NOW!
>
>Virgie, if you get this, write me back and tell me what you do
>during periods like this. I need ANSWERS!!!!!!!!!!
>
>LOVE IN HIM,
>
>purple Mari, I suppose
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