April,

cling to the promise that the Lord will keep you, and that, like you 
mentioned, nothing will separate you from His love.  Has this happened to 
you a lot?  I've been diagnosed with obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD), 
and bipolar #2, and take medications for them.  I know what it's like to go 
downhill and have thought/emotional/spiritual struggles.  I'm praying.  If 
you ever want to share with someone, I'll listen.  You can e-mail me at:

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Sharon