Jen,

There is nothign wrong with you.  Your feelins are common in a new job, and 
managers often don't know how to deal with such feelings.  I hope your 
manager can be clearer about what you need to do differently and not hurt 
you in the process.  I'm praying.




JulieMelton
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Keep smiling!





>From: Jenifer Gilley <[log in to unmask]>
>Reply-To: The Electronic Church <[log in to unmask]>
>To: [log in to unmask]
>Subject: request.
>Date: Thu, 7 Sep 2006 17:44:09 -0400
>
>hi all.
>
>first... let me appologize for my rambling.  and the incoeherance of this 
>message.  i don't know what's wrong with me.  i feel depressed for some 
>reason.  i think i may know why but don't want to get into it here on the 
>list... but september is not an easy month for me.  can you please pray for 
>me?  luckily 9/25 i don't have to work.  it's an anniversary and i hate 
>that it still bothers me... but maybe everything... moving, work, it's just 
>piling up.  i'm ready for the move... don't get me wrong.  i thank god for 
>the change... because he knows my limits.  but i feel like this job i am 
>currently at has made me royally stupid!  i mean... i'm not the smartest 
>cookie in the jar... but after today i wonder if i know anything?  i was 
>called into my acting manager's office today for a meeting... she monitored 
>some calls... and out of probably 4 calls i got 1 absolutely right.  i'm 
>not a genius... but i'm not totally stupid either.  i feel like after that 
>meeting all of my fight is gone!  i feel like i'm going into this new job 
>knowing less than i knew when i left!  granted, what i'm going into is not 
>collections... but still!  i feel lost and i don't know why.  i feel like 
>nothing i do is right.  what is wrong with me?
>Jenifer gilley
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