hi all.

first... let me appologize for my rambling.  and the incoeherance of this 
message.  i don't know what's wrong with me.  i feel depressed for some 
reason.  i think i may know why but don't want to get into it here on the 
list... but september is not an easy month for me.  can you please pray for 
me?  luckily 9/25 i don't have to work.  it's an anniversary and i hate that 
it still bothers me... but maybe everything... moving, work, it's just 
piling up.  i'm ready for the move... don't get me wrong.  i thank god for 
the change... because he knows my limits.  but i feel like this job i am 
currently at has made me royally stupid!  i mean... i'm not the smartest 
cookie in the jar... but after today i wonder if i know anything?  i was 
called into my acting manager's office today for a meeting... she monitored 
some calls... and out of probably 4 calls i got 1 absolutely right.  i'm not 
a genius... but i'm not totally stupid either.  i feel like after that 
meeting all of my fight is gone!  i feel like i'm going into this new job 
knowing less than i knew when i left!  granted, what i'm going into is not 
collections... but still!  i feel lost and i don't know why.  i feel like 
nothing i do is right.  what is wrong with me?
Jenifer gilley
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