Brad,
I really think and believe that you should follow that feeling of peace
within. You are sincerely seeking the will of the Lord in this matter and I
believe He will honor that trust. He has brought you this far and He will
take you through to the finish line. Yours is to, as the apostle Paul put
it, "fight the good fight: finish the race". If you are doing this with a
pure heart and honorable intentions, God will give you plenty of songs
worthy of publication or CDs.
Ned
Praying