Well, I'd like to share something big that God has done for me this year.
It seems that sometimes when I'm going through a medicine change, God gives
me revelations.  Actually, that makes me wonder if it is really from God,
but I hope so because they comfort me.  One night, it became more clear to
me that the only reason I feel that I do not want God in my life, a feeling
that I've had for years, is because I'm hurting, not because of rebellion.
It is also possible that He told me that it wasn't, or isn't, my fault that
I got hurt.  You see, people can tell you things that are meant to help you,
and you can't, or won't believe what they say, maybe because you are afraid
to.  But when you hear it from god, it makes sense.

sharon