Rhonda and all,

I've restled for a long time about whether it is God's will to heal in this 
life.  I hated the idea of being left out of being able to do things like 
most people can because of deafblindness so that god can be glorified. 
Yuck!  But not too long ago, it came to me:  Would I be willing to remain as 
I am in order for others to be saved?  I found that it is not quite so 
difficult to say yes.  After all, their eternity might be at steak, and my 
disabilities are but temporary.  I'm not completely at peace yet, but it 
sure helps.

sharon