That's Karen, not me.

Sharon
----- Original Message -----
From: "Vicki and The Rors" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Thursday, May 12, 2005 9:29 PM
Subject: Re: My house situation


> I know that had to be a hard thing Sharon.  Good for you for putting it in
> the Lord's hands.
>
> Hugs,
> Vicki
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "Karen Carter" <[log in to unmask]>
> To: <[log in to unmask]>
> Sent: Thursday, May 12, 2005 8:51 PM
> Subject: [ECHURCH-USA] My house situation
>
>
> > Yesterday Wednesday.  I went to the office because of the repocession
> notice.  and let Chris the mang know I was going to welfare to see what
they
> could do.  While I was there the mortgage company called her because I
> forgot to give them my new number.  Well they want a payment by the 18th
at
> least 400.00.  Well I wrote chris a check for two hundred to hold the dogs
> back,  which means 200 short for the stupid card.  So now I need six
hundred
> by the 18th.  And than it will start all over again for the nest month.
> > well this is what the plan is.  I got on my knees I told God that I do
> love my
> > house and would love to keep it.  But, I can not live like this way
Lord.
> I cannot enjoy the house if I have to worry every month and take money
from
> others to pay my bills. I told him it is ok  if he wants the house  back
> that is o'kay because after all the house is not what keeps me alive and
he
> had no where to even lay his head while he was on earth.  I can have just
as
> good of a life in a litttle apartment as a house.  After all home is where
> the heart is. A building is a building.  Now I do love my home and hope I
do
> not have to loose it but if I do I will go on. I told him the only way I
> could be released from this burden is a job or some rich person have
> compasion and give me 100.000 so I can pay off the house a chunk on the
lot.
> pay the bills and get rid of the card. I don't want to go month to month
and
> now it is all snow balling. I am one month behind on the lot, 2 on the
> house, 4 gas and one on lights.  The only reason I have cable and phone is
> Fawn pays the cable and Sharon pays the phone and that is not right.  Now
I
> did cry while on the phone and praying but that was more because of
filling
> like a failure again.  I fill like everythin I have tried in life fails.
> But fillings are not fact.
> > I have peace so this is the plan
> > So I went over to Riverfront Apts and put in an application.
> > I hope my credit does not mess that up.  I went to welfare and they will
> not do nothing until I go to court and get the kicked out notice stamped
by
> the court.  So if God wants me to give up the house I will get an
apartment.
> And I will take those three months it takes to get kick out to move.  And
> than If God does give me a miracle I will pay up and move back in.  I only
> asked God of one thing I would want him to do if he does take the house.
I
> asked him to make sure the next resident be a Christain and to love my
house
> like I do.  When God showed me the light to promise me I would not loose
my
> house it was as long as I wanted and he wanted me to have it.  So I do not
> really know what God wants but what ever he wants it is o'kay.  I can
loose
> the house here but no one can take my Heavenly mansion he has for me.
> > --
> > Christ is either Lord of all or he is not Lord at all.
> > Karen Carter '74
> >
>
>