Chris, I'm praying that you will be able to keep your job.

earlier, Chris Gilland, wrote:
>Basicly, subject says it all.  My doctor has put me on a new antidepressant
>medicine called Risperdol, and it's taking a few days to get in my
>bloodstream.  Thus, it's kind of whacking me out so to speak.  Kristin went
>on to work, but 1, she's gonna be all boo hoo hoo, as she always is when I'm
>not constantly by her side, which I must say, is rediculous, not to mention
>aggervating as heck.  I don't have anything against her, but I wish in that
>respect, she'd grow up.  I stayed home.  Kristin has the perscription slip
>that she can show Carolyn, my superviser, however, she's said that if I
>missed any more full days, I'd have to requalify, possibly even for another
>job altogether.  I think that i made mention a while back to you all, that I
>was forced into this job in the first manor.  I'm half way tempted to say,
>if they can't accept a medical problem as a valid absence, then I see  no
>point in working for them anymore at all, however, this is all we've got.
>We can't live off of SSI making only around 1000 a month.  If I'm
>terminated, it's going  to be living hell between my parents, her parents,
>my grandparents, and our job here.  I've never been scared to the point of
>frightened over work, however, now, I am.  I cannot! afford to lose this
>job.  I've tried and tried to set up my own business with Service123.net,
>and done absolutely no good.  I don't see how these other companies who work
>out of home, and I will not quote names, can make it, yet we can't.  it
>almost not only makes me jealous of them, but also quite angry, not at them,
>as people, or a company, but more angry at God for not giving me a decent
>job I love, as well as angry at myself.  I feel I'm not being a fair husband
>to Kristin by not going in today, but what was I supposed to do, ya know/  I
>mean, a man's gotta do, what a man's gotta do!  i'm really trying; what more
>can be asked.  I just have the really weery feeling that my job's over
>today, and that scares me deeply.  Maybe I should call Agetha, my other
>superviser, and ask her what to do.  I do need prayer though, as this is
>bothering me more than you all could ever know.  Plus, with Kristin and i
>trying to have kids, and the fact that she could be pregnant already,
>doubtfully, but maybe, that's not cool if I lose my job, or she does one, or
>both, in worst case senario.
>
>What do we do!
>
>
>Chris.

John

   Very funny Scotty ... now beam down my clothes !