Lelia, that is a wonderful testimony of the Lord's power in your
life.  Reminds me of John 7:38-39.

John 7:38  He that believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his
belly shall flow rivers of living water.
John 7:39  (But this spake he of the Spirit, which they that believe on him
should receive: for the Holy Ghost was not yet [given]; because that Jesus
was not yet glorified.)

earlier, lelia, wrote:
>Hi all, well, something happened to me today that I if I don't tell you all
>will burst out of my heart anyway.  Have you ever felt like your brain was
>going faster than your fingers?  Well, that's what's happening now.  When I
>was a child I was sexually molested by my father.  I knew that it had
>happened but I had blocked my memory of the events.  I was lied to I was
>lulled in to a false security blanket of guilt shame and hurt and fear.  My
>Jesus through the waterfall of my Holy Spirit showed me today that a lot of
>that wasn't my hurt or pain but my fathers.  Yes he did sexually molest me
>and yes I felt dirty unclean like a whore.  Ok moderators sorry but I could
>not describe it any other way.  My poor father was hurt in his life.  His
>family background was hard for him.  I guess what all of this boils down to
>is that today I am healed and can go back to my past a past that I knew had
>happened but was afraid of and couldn't even remember.  You know we can all
>say we forgive but I think that for me I really did not know what
>forgiveness really was because of the lies in my head and heart.  I know
>this isn't doing my feelings any justice but all I can say is that during
>this prayer session I felt live like a waterfall but that waterfall wasn't
>running outside it was running through out my whole heart my soul.  I guess
>if I had a request it would be that if my fathers still alive and I don't
>know if he is or not but if he is please pray all that he comes to know our
>Christ.  When Phil said he had seen some one healed it was me.  I will wish
>you all a goodnight and hey its real it can happen.  I think that we don't
>take what the Holy Spirit has to offer us.  and that for me right now is
>healing.  The love of a waterfall.
>
>Lelia

John

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