Honestly, I can't tell you or give you advice I will however say this, pray
and wait and listen that is probably not what you wanna hear but honestly
when I['m in this sort of situation that is all I can do I ask God to fight
my battle for and with me and I try to always remember to add not my will
but thy will be done.


Lelia Struve email [log in to unmask] msn [log in to unmask]
----- Original Message -----
From: "paulette stokes" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Wednesday, November 17, 2004 6:59 PM
Subject: I am very upset


> Well I'm very upset.
> I want to go to Eugene for
> thanks Giving.
> My care giver, Bobbie basically put a stop to it, I want to take the train
> by myself but she doesn't feel that it would be safe.
> I used to take the train by myself alot.
> She did everything to find ride for me but so far nothing.  She doesn't
> have the right tenter fear with my going on the train.
> I know she's concerned but that's as far as it should go.
>
> Sometime a go My brother told her that she could go with me and he would
> pay her way but this time he doesn't want her to come.
> I'll be staying with my friend Kathy Bobbie would stay at my brother's
> Bobbie is worried that something would happen to me.
> Bobbie had a dream that at the train station A man put a gun to my ribs
> and that he would kill me.
> On Monday I went to the doctor for a blood test and I almost passed out.
> the nurse didn't think I should travel alone that day Bobbie said That the
> nurs didn't want me to go to Eugene alone at all.
> Well tomorrow "i'm going to talk to my case worker.
> Bobbie and I are very mad at eachother and she told me that I was pulling
> on her strings.
>
>
> Paulette:
> dult and I should be responsible for myself, She's always trying to tell
> me what to do I know that she cares But there's a ilimit.  What do you
> think?
>