i don't understand.  What is wrong with me wanting to talk to her.  I'm not
denying what you said about getting pro help, and yes, I am trying to
research doing so, but I'm curious what it is exactly that is making you
feel that I do not need to contact her.


Besides, all the doctors in the past I've talked with encourage me to try to
get ahold of her one way or another.


Chris.