Awwww, Helen, you would have to beat me to it, talking about water and the
Spirit.  <smile>

earlier, Helen, wrote:
>Lelia,
>
>This is one of the most beautiful testimonies to the healing in God's Love,
>that I have ever heard or read.  The subject you have given your post tells
>it all.  The scriptures talk of the living waters of the Holy Spirit in us,
>but those living waters cascading into waterfalls of healing expresses so
>wonderfully how He really works in the circumstances you describe.  I'm
>praising God with you!
>
>In His Love,
>Helen
>
>Earlier, lelia wrote:
> >Hi all, well, something happened to me today that I if I don't tell you all
> >will burst out of my heart anyway.  Have you ever felt like your brain was
> >going faster than your fingers?  Well, that's what's happening now.  When I
> >was a child I was sexually molested by my father.  I knew that it had
> >happened but I had blocked my memory of the events.  I was lied to I was
> >lulled in to a false security blanket of guilt shame and hurt and fear.  My
> >Jesus through the waterfall of my Holy Spirit showed me today that a lot of
> >that wasn't my hurt or pain but my fathers.  Yes he did sexually molest me
> >and yes I felt dirty unclean like a whore.  Ok moderators sorry but I could
> >not describe it any other way.  My poor father was hurt in his life.  His
> >family background was hard for him.  I guess what all of this boils down to
> >is that today I am healed and can go back to my past a past that I knew had
> >happened but was afraid of and couldn't even remember.  You know we can all
> >say we forgive but I think that for me I really did not know what
> >forgiveness really was because of the lies in my head and heart.  I know
> >this isn't doing my feelings any justice but all I can say is that during
> >this prayer session I felt live like a waterfall but that waterfall wasn't
> >running outside it was running through out my whole heart my soul.  I guess
> >if I had a request it would be that if my fathers still alive and I don't
> >know if he is or not but if he is please pray all that he comes to know our
> >Christ.  When Phil said he had seen some one healed it was me.  I will wish
> >you all a goodnight and hey its real it can happen.  I think that we don't
> >take what the Holy Spirit has to offer us.  and that for me right now is
> >healing.  The love of a waterfall.
> >
> >Lelia

John

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