April,
I am sorry that it came to this. I can understand how it would certainly be
difficult to stay in a job under those conditions. Having lived in that
house for 26 years, it will certainly be hard to make a change now. God
will give you the strength to do what you have to do and He will "make a way
where there seems to be no way". Just trust and depend on Him.
I am sorry to hear that you have to get rid of your dogs. Could you not
find someone who wants to take them? Just a thought and I know it would be
hard to put them down. I will join the rest of the echurch family in
praying for you and that God will place you where you can best serve Him.
Love and hugs,
Ned