Chris, no one knows how to be the perfect husband. <smile>
earlier, Chris Gilland, wrote:
>Thank you Ned.
>
>I don't know: I'm actually, not by any means getting cold feet, but, I must
>admit, I had a little bit of anxiety come over me tonight, of fear. I just
>wanna be the perfect husband, by I don't know how to do that.
>
>
>I never wanna do anything wrong to her. I'm feeling somewhat better now,
>but i still do feel a little weird. I guess, Phil, that's what you meant by
>mixed emotions, and not to even attempt to understand them. Man, we really
>missed you up on prayer and praise tonight. Phil, it was so beautiful. I
>really hope we were able to hope Paulette. And BTW, Paulette, you call me
>tomorrow if you need me. 704-307-4810
>
>I know I really shouldn't post my number on this list, but I know and trust
>all of you all here. I too, don't have a problem giving my number out.
>Hey, if it's someone I don't wanna talk to, I just don't. But, Paulette,
>you are so welcome to call me. If you get this before tomorrow, I can't
>promise you I'll be awake if you call, but if you need to talk, try me. If
>I don't answer, try again. It won't take too many times, and I'll wake up.
>
>I only want you to be happy. Anyway, steering back to my main point, yeah,
>I've been feeling really weird. It's like I'm really depressed, yet I'm so
>overwhelmed with joy, that the joy is causing the depression. Do you all
>know that last night I nearly killed myself. Not because I was depressed
>and wanted to end it all though. I wanted to do it, because I cannot stand
>the fact of being here on earth away from standing in the presence face to
>face with almighty God. That is gonna be the most wonderful day of my life.
>I can't wait! God is so beautiful.
>
>You all take care.
>
>And again: Paulette? You call me tonight, or call Anne if you need either
>of us.
>
>
>Chris.
John
I haven't lost my mind; it's backed up on tape somewhere !
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