Welcome Chris.  Have been praying for you and will continue to do so.

Vicki

----- Original Message -----
From: "Chris" <[log in to unmask]>
To: <[log in to unmask]>
Sent: Tuesday, February 10, 2004 11:50 AM
Subject: hello again


> Hi.  I am finally back...  I know, it's been quite a while.  i'm sad to
> say, there's not much I really can catch you all up on...  Honestly, my
> life, has been going such down hill, that I don't really even know what is
> left of it...  Anyways, I'm gonna try to do my best, over the next
> while.  Sorry if I may seem a bit short in this particular mail, and who
> knows, maybe even somewhat edgy, it isn't my ententions, however, my
> sinsitivity level is now just about totally shot to the sewer.  Dunno why
> people telling me, well, at least you'll never lose God, isn't reassuring
> to me; it should be, but it isn't.  I'm trying to get help, believe me I
> am, but still:  no go no go.  It's gotten so bad that about a week ago, I
> literally told my job developer that I felt I wouldn't ever be able to
work
> with my mind being so screwed up.  She actually agreed, now that she knew
> my situation.  I mean, I hate to say i'm lazy, as I know I am a smart
> person, but these disorders of mine, and i'm not just refering to the OCD,
> I'm refering to everything...  all of it put together is wearing me down
to
> a frazzle.  Anyway, I'm gonna run, but yall take care, and thanks for
> having me back.
>
>
> Chris.
>